It's me that needs to thank y'all. I started posting the books I have read as a way to hold myself accountable because I stated I wanted to read about 1 per week and this is a form of holding myself accountable. I give shit reviews and feedback of the books I have read thus far, thank you for gaining anything from it lol
I deserve to be happy I deserve to be healthy I deserve to be wealthy I deserve to be free I am the best I am the best I am the best I am the best I am the best I am the best I am the best I am the best I am the best I am the best I tell myself this everyday I am going to win
^ that's always interested me cause i've probably read almost every self help book from the big book to the bible and everyone takes away something different as a kid my brother who was into everything from TM to chanting and EST told me whatever i told myself i wanted everyday i would have and i believe it to be true of all the things i read i just especially remember certain things that hit me right between the eyes like "argue for your limitations and sure enough they're yours" all things are possible for those that choose to dream find what works for you and recognize no matter how hard you work its always going to come and go like a wave but when you catch that wave ride it for all its worth because its like magic no question
There are also forms in space that we attract when we operate in this wishful kind of thinking. Forms of thinking develop that are like spiritual manifestations of this environment being summoned. This becomes a new personality that takes the place of you inner child who you lock away in a dungeon prison tower. It only grows worse when you attract multiple personalities to cope and you become a host infested with a legion of demons. Most probably at no real fault of your own. Other than you trusted something bad that looked good. Like wishful thinking. Electromagnetic influence. Or the secret law of attraction and reality warping. Sure who doesn't want to have these abilities they weren't naturally born with. Do they work? Of course. Do they have a cost? You betcha! Is it worth it? It guarantees you end up thrown down a deep shaft or in a pit or off a cliff. Because these entities live in the same dimension that we understand as gravity but it is more like the spirit of death itself. I would stick more to clerical pursuits and less to self wizardry transformer soul swapping business. If you care for your ever living soul and don't want to end up down in the dumps. Unless you looking for the toxic avenger.
Started Beyond Order: 12 More Rules For Life by Jordan Peterson. Jordan Peterson says I am insufficiently embedded in the interpersonal world and am in danger of spiraling downward pyschologically.
I just started Adam Makos' latest... A Higher Call. It's about a fighter squadron in WWII. His first, Spearhead, was superb. That one was about an armored unit. This kid does solid research. Highly recommended.
going back to the school to hang another door today, almost finished and at least its interior was supposed to have help but i waited too long to get it together and needed to pick up this massive 42" door i ordered measured it properly so getting it in wasn't bad however getting the old one out was another story 50 years old solid core w painted 20x hinges being held in by 4" flat head screws...went through 5 sawzall blades just on the hinges then that thing felt like it was filled w cement when it finally came free and i basically had no choice but to lay it down and cut it in pieces to move it of course the walls aren't anything close to plumb if they ever were so the lock was a battle but at least i could sit and do that thought i'd sleep well and get up early today but fireworks and a nervous akita took care of that so hoping i can finish and see some game at least i have Monday if i don't so fuck it steady as she goes old enough and comfortable enough to pay someone to do this kind of stuff but i guess i never will lol would be nice to come back from a war like that and hear "how'd it go" w some actual concern instead of "did you pick up my packages" but again i guess i never will lol
We dont hide it. We dont also claim the intellectual AND moral high ground. While hiding it. And we dont double down by claiming to speak with authority. Unless we are on meth and dont do enough physical labor to cleanse the toxins from our body. Then we probably also have multiple personalities. And are really anal about cleanliness. As all homosexual societies are. Hygene, anal, meth. The triforce of greece. You must gave had to keep your motor clean if your car was like a volkswagen with the engine in the rear back in those hot rod days. When they hadnt yet invented lubrication and rubber products that make life a little less neanderthal and a little more like an american ballgame.
Happy birthday America! picked up my girl in Encino and drove down Ventura blvd towards Burbank not ONE American flag on independence day...must be racist and i guess i should be ashamed to have pride in this country supposed to salute the pride flags still everywhere from last month possibly a nice clean American flag flies brilliantly against the blue sky in our front yard the only one i've seen so far but that's cool i will forever be proud of who i am and where i come from enjoy the day off everyone
We have had two negative quarters of GDP and mainstream media has not announced it. Why? Rhetorical question. Also, China buying up more farmland in North Dakota. Lovely. This is how they dominate
