you aren't prying and i have no issue sharing and hope it doesn't sound like selfish whining apologies to @huh? cause you started this thread on a positive note like it should be but i'm guessing you probably knew where it would end up eventually right? where's Ruven btw lol so we have this big table where we used to fit almost everyone at my moms house and it had some potential a lot of years with a lot of laughter and just generally good times until someone said/did something that brought on group scorn many times that was me or thats how it seemed i'd get high as fuck before i'd walk in to those gatherings since it seemed like all the "successful" people were up my ass about my life i was supposed to be a fireman or a city worker or basically just get w the program i never wanted that life and so i was always looked at like i wasted my time and my life by the people who gathered as my family ff to today and i think its become a major topic of conversation to the point of which they just can't contain themselves anymore how is it this motherfucker is still moving forward on self will and who is he fucking? oh my god you can't be serious! i've got my share of realities to deal w but for the most part i get to choose what my day is going to look like outside of the fires and those just go w being alive in their eyes i have no structure and the fact that i've had any success at all just flies in the face of what life is supposed to be Cap'n and my brother are really close and i know they smile and shake their heads at me since forever but thats about it the rest of them think i need an intervention and should have a totally different subset of morals implemented i don't share much of anything in reality w them anymore i just wish them happiness like i do all people and when its too much i try to ignore it i really do love my family and while i won't be around this year its not like i'm not in their lives everyday cause i exist at the center of the family universe i just wish they could love me back and not judge my path since its my path and not theirs that seems to be my situation its pretty painful to have a stranger tell you that your family warned them about you like you're some kind of disease i will forgive and move on because what choice do any of us have? hold on to it and let it eat us alive from the inside out? no thanks did we ink banuelos yet???
kirks are for misfits in their own family like the girl from the addams family or was that the munsters i cant remember
Happy Thanksgiving guys. Over the years this has become a home for disfunctional Dodger fans. We talk shit to each other like family and suffer the Dodger losses together like brothers. If outsiders were to roll into a gamethread they would be like WTF? Cheers to my fellow Dodger brothers. I'll eat, drink and smoke to you all today!
I celebrated like every red blooded american buying a bunch of shit that i may or may not need in the coming apocalypse but hey, thats what hassle free returns are for!
paid too much for average sushi in sherman oaks but the company was awesome going to go pick up a used washer/dryer for my mom today and look for a way to duck out on the family friday thanksgiving was going to grab the girl and head to SD and i still might idk no hangover and its a gorgeous day out so there's that actually what more can you ask for? and if my father in law had done that to me the thought of stabbing him in the gut would certainly have crossed my mind
im thankful that i didn't drive you into permanent sobriety that last time we met lol had me worried for a minute
permanent sobriety... if ever there were an oxymoron permanent just means until the next time... like rube being permanently non-pedo or mouse being permanently heterosexual or me being permanently sane...